I am a lost soul
Trapped, wandering through this life
Some where deep in this black hole
Full of misery & strife
Is it normal to be so torn
Between what is right & wrong
Unable to stay in control
Trying to break free from the devils hold
Knowing that most of my actions were bad
Because the guidance was mis-judged
A spiralling, never ending fad
where the boundaries have become smudged
How do I decide which path to take?
Never knowing what is real or fake?
It has to be more than just taking a chance?
But how do I find my rightful stance?
Will the answer come to me in my dreams
Will it show itself in the dark?
It's not as easy as it seems
This living a 'normal' life, lark!